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| Tuesday, January 10th, 2006 | | 2:39 am |
| | Saturday, December 24th, 2005 | | 4:51 am |
pops
so, yeah. I guess I need to start video taping my whole life and showing it to my dad every day. He needs to chill. | | Thursday, September 15th, 2005 | | 1:32 am |
I just decided, I don't like christmas. That is all. | | Tuesday, May 31st, 2005 | | 2:34 pm |
| | Wednesday, May 25th, 2005 | | 1:16 am |
Pops
yeah.... so my dad was on my case for years about finishing up my high school, I finish my GED and it's like he dosen't even care. All he did when I tried to show him was 'congrats' with out even looking at it or taking his eyes off of his fucking palm pilot. What an ass. | | Friday, May 20th, 2005 | | 5:13 pm |
YAY
YAY!!! I recieced my GED results in today!!! I passed!!! I recieved above average in all feild except wrighting, which I scored average. BUT I PASSED!! I CAN GET A BETTER JOB NOW AND GO TO COLLAGE! | | 2:51 am |
Dad...
yeah... so I guess my dad is turning more and more in to my uncle hugo. He is buying all of the same gadgets and widgets and such. I say, WTF! when will hugo's contamination end?? | | Friday, April 22nd, 2005 | | 12:09 am |
Ganked from Tasha
Reply with your ~name~ (Or username) and I'll tell you something I adore about you. Afterwards, copy and paste this into your own journal. | | Monday, April 18th, 2005 | | 3:35 am |
wow, my lap top can run my 3D modeling program. neat | | Friday, March 25th, 2005 | | 1:23 pm |
70% Self Absorbed?
Advanced Global Personality Test Results | Extraversion | |||||||||| | 40% | | Stability | |||||||||||||||||| | 73% | | Orderliness | |||||||||||||| | 60% | | Empathy | |||||||||| | 36% | | Interdependence | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Intellectual | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Mystical | |||||| | 23% | | Artistic | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Religious | || | 10% | | Hedonism | || | 10% | | Materialism | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Narcissism | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Adventurousness | |||||| | 23% | | Work ethic | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Self absorbed | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Conflict seeking | |||||||||| | 36% | | Need to dominate | |||||||||||| | 50% | | | Romantic | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Avoidant | |||||| | 23% | | Anti-authority | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Wealth | |||| | 16% | | Dependency | |||||| | 30% | | Change averse | |||||| | 30% | | Cautiousness | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Individuality | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Sexuality | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Peter pan complex | |||||||||| | 36% | | Physical security | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Food indulgent | |||||| | 30% | | Histrionic | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Paranoia | |||||||||||||||||||| | 83% | | Vanity | |||||| | 23% | | Hypersensitivity | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Female cliche | |||||| | 30% | |
| Take Free Advanced Global Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.com | | Tuesday, March 22nd, 2005 | | 3:38 am |
Yep... Well, I think it is time for me to move out of my parents house. Fuck Them. I am tired of this kind of crap. Why in the hell is it ok for other people to disrespect my brother, my mother, and myself, and that is all ok with my father? But why is it not ok for one of us to stand up for our selfs? I don't get it. I am so sick and tired of Hugo's bullshit and am praying for the FAT FUCK to die, but I guess I shouldn't be since how when he dies, it could be linked to me if I make statments like that. So for the FBI guys that read this, I didn't kill him. I am waiting for him to kill himself by over eating, or he shoots his mouth off to some guy in some store about how he is so much smarter then that guy and that guy kills him, or he really commits suicide, OR he get pulled over and arrested for driving under the influence, driving with a suspended licence, ect. the list gose on of the illeagle activities he dose each day... COCK FUCKER! GOD!!! I AM AT MY WITS END WITH THIS PIG! WHEN WILL HE GO AWAY! IT'S NOT ENOUGH THAT HE HAD TO FUCK WITH MY MIND AS A YONG CHILD BY TELLING ME THAT MY DAD DIDN'T LOVE ME AS MUCH AS MY BROTHER, BUT HE HAS TO FUCK WITH ME NOW!! DOSE ANYONE KNOW HOW MANY YEARS OF BULL SHIT HE PUT MY BROTHER AND MINE RELATIONSHIP THROUGH? SO MUCH HATERED BETWEEN US AND NOW IT IS GOING AWAY! NOW IT IS AFTER ALL MOST 20 GOD FUCKING YEARS!! 20 FOLKS! MY BRO AND I USED TO BE REALLY CLOSE WHEN WE WHERE YOUNGER! FAT FUCK MUST GO AWAY OR DIE! TAKE YOUR PICK! So this is why I am going to move out. I am tired of HUGO. I have been tired of him. I made that clear to my father and Hugo in the most polite way possible, but instead I get accused if doing drugs and Hugo gets his way or he sues me. COCK FUCKER! And my fucking father dosen't have the man berrys to tell him off, or to knock that shit out. Instead he is making excuses for this fat fuck. I so would like to beat the fat out of this fuck... but I can't due to all of the leagle crap I would go though. SHIT. I mean come on folks, this fat fuck wont take people to cort that he had a real reason to and enough evidence to win, but he sure can sue us over bull shit that he has no evidence for. COCK FUCKER! Current Mood:  aggravatedCurrent Music: COMPUTER FAN HUM WITH THOUGHTS OF KILLING FAT FUCKS | | Thursday, March 3rd, 2005 | | 10:14 am |
Fuck Me
Fucking Hugo. A few days ago, he came to Wal-mart and keeped on getting in my way when I was pulling pallets. I had to tell him like 4 times to move and he would try to argue with me about it and I don't have time to argue with him when I am pulling pallets. Well to make a long story short, when I came home I tried to tell him that when I am at work I can't be wasting time talking or arguing with him. Well he started to argue with me more then to. Then he damanded to know what my days off were so I could clean his trailer, and I told him I quit and that he lived like a pig. Well he got all pissy and well... now he has convinced my dad that I am on drugs. WHEN WILL HE DIE?? ASSHAT!!!! Current Mood: aggravated | | Wednesday, February 23rd, 2005 | | 5:09 pm |
| | Saturday, February 19th, 2005 | | 3:54 am |
Should be SLEEPING!!! But am not!!! NEED SLEEPING PILLS!!
Your EQ is |
160
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar. | Yes, it's 3:55 and have been laying in bed for a few hours and haven't went off to that nice place of slumber where I can command my starship with great ease becase I am in galaxy so far far away... Well... for those who don't know, I have decided to quit car sales for good. I went back to Target and was on my way to getting my GED so I can go to AI to become a CGI artist. That is someting I decided I wanted to do. WELL... THANKS TO TARGET, my plans were foiled because they had to lay me off before the three month mark like they do to everyone, so that kind of set me back. Then trying to find a job at Christmas time and after isn't that much fun or sucessful either. SO DON"T SHOP AT TARGET!!! THEY ARE EVIL!!! DON'T SUPPORT A COMPANY THAT CAN NOT GIVE THERE EMPLOYEES ANY RESPECT OR ANSWERS!!! So I work at Wal-Mart now. The one in Santee, CA. My hours are 3PM to 11:30 PM. I have been there not even a week yet, but Wal-Mart seems to know how to handle there employees. I am impressed so far. Such respect from management. So refreshing. But yeah... Family life is ok. Things with parents are going good. My bro can still be an ass sometimes, but hey, if you know my bro you would know that he has to be once in a while or he'll explode. The only problem that I really have is my Uncle Hugo, whom is living with us. He is ok to hang with ONCE IN A VERY LONG WHILE, but I am just tired of his antics and his over weight crap. He needs to move his fat ass out of out trailer in our drive way and move somewhere far far far far far far far far far away. He drives every one crazy with his bull shit. We are all tired of him. He will be gone soon I am sure of it. My dad seems to be getting better somedays and then others he seems to be getting worse. He and I talked alot about it and it has partly to do with Hugo, which is another reason why he bothers me so much. He tends to put my dad in a pissy mood in the morning and he just stays like that all day. But yeah... is this was going to be about Hugo, it would take you all hours and hours to read it. I am worried about a good friend of mine, Chris W. He's been very obsesive about this video game called Ragnarok Online and Magic: The Gathering here lately. A bit more then usual for even him I think. I know he claims when he likes something he 'gets obsessed' about it, but I think that this is his way of dealing with all of the family problems he is experiencing right now. I also think that he might be afarid of getting hurt in a relationship, so that is why he keeps on turning down girls that ask him out and gose after the ones that aren't intrested in him at all... ie 'Jenna' or who ever she is. He gose and sees her still and it's been like 3 mabie 4 years since he 'discovered' her at that restruant she works at. It comes and gose on how much he likes her, but if anyone saw her with him would know that she is CLARILY NOT intrested in him. I know he's only 19, but at one time he showed that he was very mature for his age and now he seems to be regressing. I'm not the only one that is concerned for him either. All of his friends are worried about him too. Things in the relationship department with Julie are insanely awsome!! She's the best!!! My car... Yes... poor Roxanne. I need to do a lot of work to her engine, with a 160k+ miles on her, she would need some work, but you know what is sad? How I have treated her over the years. I should of token beter care of her when I got her and she would be in her prime. BUT I didn't. I let this retarted relationship with the crazy bitch come between me and my care for Roxanne. On top of that, I found out that Frank D. from high school, paid his best friend Will, a guy I work with at Wal-Mart to blow my car up durning that period that the crazy one and I were geting back together to seal my doom for two years. To be honest, I was very supprised to hear this from Will. Shocked. I never thought that Frank was like that. If I had it all to do over again, I would of not have gone back out with RaNae like my initial gut feeling was. I have learned over the years to trust your gut feeling. I wish I had learned that sooner. I have no regrets so far, but I do wish my parents didn't shelter my brother and I as kids as much as they had. It made learning to deal with the world so much harder. More about Roxanne!! yes, for those who remember about how I've talked for years about doing cool stuff to my car, well it is going to happen. It really is. I have already started parts lists and designing her new look as well as creating a unique way for her top to come off to show the world what she has on underneath and to give her passangers a good breeze on a nice summers day, or to view the stars at night with someone special. I am going to start posting pics and gif's here soon showing some of the mods I am planning and what not. Please by all means if you like or dislike something I am planning, drop me a line and let me know regardless!!!! Well... I should try sleeping now. So I am going to go back to bed. Well... I am in bed using my lap top computer I got for Christmas. Peace Peoples of the world! Live Long and Prosper!!! Current Mood: awakeCurrent Music: hum of air filter | | Thursday, December 30th, 2004 | | 1:40 am |
| | Friday, December 24th, 2004 | | 10:15 pm |
I still don't like Christmas. Christ wasn't even born in December. He was bor in April. So there Bitches!! Current Mood:  cold | | Friday, December 17th, 2004 | | 4:15 pm |
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